Is it stupid to have believed someone this much??

If I was to you, what you are to me,

You would swim across the seven seas,

To smile again, to reach the shore,

And find the place I once adored.

Your smile so sweet,

Your thoughts so true,

Our eyes first meet,

It was then I’d knew,

That my chance was all but nought to me,

And I would indeed swim those seven seas,

But what could this be??

A sign from above…

Could I be finally falling in love…

But then it came, a doubt or two,

It might have have been tame, but a lot was askew,

The rumors had hurt, but there was more,

It made a scar that you too bore,

Now all I ask, is for just one more chance,

To ignore the slander, and take a stance,

Give me the prospect of having your affection,

For it is all that will give me emotion,

Because though I’ve lived this life so long,

You’re the one that makes me strong.

bored... and kinda alone..

Love is only a feeling… this is ok… let me tell u how I feel… this is the time.. I shall expand my horizons to that of which I have not… let me mould myself in to something that I once thought impossible… I shall lose my self in the moment…. Forget the when and how… destroy all remorse and regret… and entwine my soul with yours… for now… and evermore

Emotions… left unguarded by those naïve and inexperienced… unknowing and lost… doomed to suffer… a looming disaster… but if it were to work out… the way u and I have… it shall spell a dawn of a new day.. one that would be looked forward to… a utopia as one would say… for perfection is rare… and that kind of bond is even more scarce… it is at which saying I love does not matter… it is already understood… that words will always be just words… but the connection… not only physically and mentally… but spiritually as well… is ours to behold… such a beautiful sight… as though it were written in the stars… that one day… u n I would meet… and we would make peace there… and live together… as long as our hearts would still beat…

If my tale were confusing… if not bemusing… it should not have been said… for it had served a purpose… for that I would not regret… for though I talk of love and feelings… I am the one that ends up reeling… for I am unopposed… no love… no heart… just a lonely soul… for what im looking for… is somebody to hold…  

da truth.... i knw u've been waitin

People keep asking me the same thing, ' why did i shift school??' n 'which school ias better??'.... i, for one, do not even wish to begin to emphasise how insignificant those queries are.... i mean, look at this from a logical point of view... no matter what i say, these people would always think dat their school is better... its human nature... the ulterior motive behind asking such loaded questions is to make themselves feel better... knowing that someone that has been to another school and saying that their school is better only feeds their ego... i mean who cares if ur school is better?? who's gonna give a shit wen ur applying for a job or having coversation wit people of similar or higher stature... well to set the record straight... neither school is better.... smk dato lokman may be well known for their notorious discipline.... bt its da school dat hardened me... if i hadn't gone there, i would be just like any wimp u see on the street.... its the school dat made me a man... as for s.a.b, the people have class.... a year in da school has given me a chance to widen my horizons and open my eyes to new things.... thus establishing myself as someone that hs a future... well i could never choose between these two schools... bnt i will say this, i had never lived life till i reached 13.... and dats the truth....